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When they fixed me
the broke me
Outside I am alive
inside I have been torn apart
living with the constant risk
the glue they call my skin and bones
one day won’t stick
‘no doctor will ever operate on you again’
the ultrasound lady told me today
adding that I had a hint of hernia
asking if they had removed my abdomen
‘no’, I answered
immediately knowing
that now
for sure
my dreams of someday
someone
would call me ‘mom’
had been shattered
in that very moment

When the fixed me
the broke me
and my dream
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Lovelife,
Very beautiful and very touching...and oh, so sad.
I do understand. Yes, we lose a lot when they fix us...sometimes the ability to have children but there are so many 'other' ways to love children...I am sure that you will find yours and have a wonderful family one day.
I am so sorry for your pain. It is just not fair.
No words of wisedom...just hugs
Sharon

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