This is a huge rant.
Arghhhhh!
The pain in my joints, especially the right hip, sacroiliac and now my feet since July are so bad that I have problems standing up in the morning, getting out of bed without crying, getting off of the sofa after sitting for an hour or making it from the subway seat to the platform before the door closes on my face.
I hurt morning, noon and night, can barely turn over in bed and have yet to find a position anywhere, any time that is comfortable.
Once I start moving again it is ok but as soon as I stop...baam! It rusts shut, stops moving and generally freezes up.
I am still on the anti-inflamatories, upping doses and hoping for the best...but I think that I need to accept that this is it...it is not going to ever stop or go away.
I am only 52 and I am done. Darnnnnnn!
I finally got an apt with my rhumy for the end of March (and that was lucky!)but it has been since Nov since I have been able to see my GP...I keep going, waiting and leaving after 2hrs...I just can't sit there for hours.
Sorry for the rant but I hate this...isn't the rest enough, did I need this on top of everything else??????
Sharon
ps...on top of everything else I just lost my case against my insurance company...not only won't they pay but I have to pay their legal fees!
Arghhhhhh
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