I've been doing pretty good overall for quite some time. But the past 10 days have been so wretched that I really felt the need to rant.
I AM SO SICK OF POOPING ALL OVER MYSELF AND EVERYTHING THAT I SIT ON OR SLEEP ON.
I've soiled our brand new recliner chair, had to stop a walk early to take another "emergency" shower cuz I had poop leaking thru my maxi pad and clothing and running down my leg, had to take two middle of the night showers cuz I pooped so much that showering was simpler than trying to wipe everything up. I've had poop up my nails and all over my arms. Last night, I told myself that it was "pudding", not poop, so that when it was ALL OVER me, I wasn't too freaked out or grossed out.
I think I have a raging case of pouchitis, but my usual cure protocol ain't working. So here I sit...
Thanks for listening. I don't usually go to this place of pity; today I am just fed up, sleep deprived, and just pissed off.