Can't stand my life anymore and ready to give up. My husband died two weeks ago, leaving me with a multitude of things to deal with. Won't even get into that because every time I think about them I become terrified.
Woke up multiple times last night with horrendous stomach cramps, which I've had for awhile, but last night was absolutely the worst. Foamy stool and stomach still hurting. I'm not sure if I've ever had pouchitis before, but my surgeon is great and told me to take cipro, which I had in the house. Took one this morning. The smell of my output is horrendous, so being the worry wart that I am, I'm thinking maybe it's c diff and maybe I'm taking the cipro without reason.
Can't make any decisions since my head is not in the right place and I can't take much more at this point. Just want to go to bed and pull the covers over my head, but I can't even do that, because I have a contractor in my house doing work that I didn't want to do, but my husband did, and now I'm stuck with the mess. I could go on and on, but I won't. I don't even feel better ranting and raving.
H E L P!!!!
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