I know I have had a second chance in life, but at the moment it's difficult to stay positive. I can't help feeling that I now live from bm to bm. I always feel something is in the pouch/anal canal and I never feel comfortable. It was slightly better in the first 2 months but after a stomach flu I have problems with a fissure, a partial blockage. I'm really trying to see the positive. My stool is around 8 times in 24 hours, I work partially again so not bad. I just can't get used to it.
After just 1 month uc i had a colectomy. My takedown was on May 27, 2019. I never had any problems with uc before this. I know that my life has changed for the worse and i have to learn to live with this frequency of bm's. I also know i'm still in the beginning of the recovery but it's really hard. It would be nice if at least I could live a normal life between the bm's without feeling anything. I really hope it improves. sorry for my complaining.