So I have posted before and this time I am begging for help. Sorry for the long post. I thought I had cuffitis and I get a scope every year. The doctor said my pouch looks amazing and no cuffitis. Matter of fact the cuff looked great also. So my problem is, I have the urge to push and for over a year every time I have a bowel movement I am in pain afterwards. So much pain I have to take a pain pill. The pain kills my back and I keep having to have the urge to poo and when I am in the bathroom I just shake and cry from the pain. I finally agreed to a defecography and Anorectal Manometry. And I am dreading this in the worse way. I am worried about the pain of having it done. But I am going to do it. I am so sick of living this way. This started in early 2018. I do know what pouchitis is and taking antibiotics doesn’t help it either I have been on Canasa suppositories with no help and Anusol suppository and that help some. But I can’t live on those everyday. I have googled everything possible and I can’t find anything. Also I have no fissure either. It feels like it is right inside my anus. If it wasn’t for that I’d be doing great. It also doesn’t feel like spasms either and most of the time I have liquid diarrhea.
Any help, suggestions would be great. I am hating this jpouch with a passion. And I dread the test coming up.
Thank you for reading this long message.