Right up to my takedown and for about 2 months afterwards, I came here a lot for information and to see what I was in for. Sometime in May I stopped coming here as things were starting to normalize and I felt better.
I came back recently to post about my experiences, discuss random nonsense and perhaps provide another success story, but now I've noticed something. Ever since I started coming here again, my system's been getting more wonky (technical term) more often. I have a feeling being on this site makes me think to much about the pouch, thus leading it to do goofy stuff.
When I don't think about it, it's almost like it never happened. I go from being a guy with a j pouch to a normal guy who uses the bathroom 3 or 4 times a day. Today especially, I've already gone 3 times and number 4 is creeping up on me, with a lot of gas and very loose stools. So, it's experiment time. I'm going to avoid the site for awhile and see what happens.
If I don't come back, the experiment worked. Wish me luck. I wish you all luck in turn.