Oh no, I am so, so sorry about your mom. It has got to be painful for you not to be there. I hate this Covid. I feel for your dad, it must be so hard on him. I wish you could be there.
My bio mom had many issues. She was a Type 1 diabetic, had two strokes, had a baby toe amputated due to the diabetes. I believe she gave up too. I had tried to be in contact with her but it was so hard to understand her due to the strokes. May 8th I had contacted her sister on Facebook to see how my bio mom was, it was too late. I feel bad, I know she really wanted me in her life. Due to how complicated my life is due to bathroom issues after cancer surgery in 2009 and not wanting to hurt my adopted parents, I shied-away.
I will need to contact my doctor to see if Ambien would be good. I will still need to get up at night, for as long as I can remember, I get up to pee but lately to poop due to very loose bowel movements. I have beenon Cipro since afternoon of the 26th. My stool has thickened slightly but is an orangy color and no smell. It is strange. What is your thought on Valium, if any?
Thanks for responding to my posts.