I know how up beat you usually are. You've cheered a bunch of us up on here.
You had to get past not being able of working and you've fought so hard that now you are able to work some there's a huge let down due to the lack of opportunities in the type of jobs that you can do according to your still physical limitations.
You have a wonderful supportive husband and once you get back working you can contribute financially.
I'm glad your mother's illness isn't as bad as they first thought. It would be expensive to come over this time of year as it's vacation time. So you don't need to worry about that, right?
I wish you could get some publisher to look at some of your writing. Have you ever tried sending out a few chapters to see if there is interest in your work?
You got one job offer, if you can call it that, so there's got to be a good one around the corner. I wish you knew when that will happen. Please don't quit trying. After all you've been through to beat the ravages of disease you will be able celebrate in style soon.
I hope you guys have a lovely weekend and the weather cooperates.