good luck Rebe I am thinking I need to restart using it. I'm just too lazy to get motivated though. lol. I mean I literally took Metamucil daily for decades. I don't even recall making a conscience decision to stop.
and yeah Sonny seriously I repeat be kind to yourself. I'm glad youre getting good feedback here, and I sense you are beginning to feel more comfortable. you've just been through major surgery so it WILL take time. adjust your expectations and I think you'll find in time that whoa this is working out just fine. and then you will also be able to come back and reassure others as they follow in your footsteps.