I had two surgeries to fix the fistula. I had a transanal repair that didn't work and a transvaginal repair that did work. I had two other second opinions when I had the fistula. I don't know if it's the same or a new one. I'm calling Monday to schedule a pouch study. I might just opt for the ostomy for awhile. I'm starting grad school in September and I don't want to keep postponing my life for a damn fistula. I've had 7 surgeries with a year and a few months. I can't handle much more at this point. I need a break. I don't want the ostomy again but I know it's not the end of the world.