well lost what I added/all I know is I don't have a clue to go from here. Searched for answers/made changes I can. Asked to do life together. I understand difficult for my husband but he has to understand he has limitations. I understand more than most b/c of my situation. I did not try to get pregnant again b/c I could I wanted to but b/c I knew could not take care of child each day. would like to be able to raise nephew if something happen to his parents and hurts so much that I can't even say I will. I can not do things b/c I don't want to but b/c I can not. don't know how to get others to understand.