Mmmm, I can so relate, Sharon. I'm sorry. I don't think I have PTSD anymore, but I definitely did have it full-blown for a while: nightmares, shakes, extreme anxiety, constant fatigue, couldn't function at all. Higher than average levels of depression and anxiety are still with me; some days are better than others.
I'm currently doing a thorough search for my magic wand, which has been missing for entirely too long. As soon as I find it, I'll let you know so you can borrow it for a while.
Gin