I agree with what CT just said, I had a hard time figuring things out and constant worrying all day killed me. Its better to have a fulltime job or atleast a part time one. Mine is a 8 hour job plus one hour for commuting. It helps me get my mind off the surgeries and issues. If anytime I am having a badtime, I either dont eat at all at the office or rarely take a leave.
Mine is a case of colitis, so I dont have to visit my doctors alot, but I'd have done job anyway. When sitting idle you start to go through a crazy train of thoughts.
Hope that helps a little 👍