JHemdrix,
Thanks so much! Good stuff. You are right - it’s not either or. I am going to try to stop thinking negatively - suck it up for the next 10 weeks - and get the takedown and give it a year. The JPouch is built - it will give it a go. Without this support site - I would have have had a tough time coping. I really appreciate the ability to share my struggles on line, rather than bringing even more stress to my wife and 3 daughters. Thanks to everyone.