Liz,
I wish I could offer you some advice. I feel for you with all you are going through as I know you just want all of this to end and get on with your life. I am sending thoughts and prayers to you. You deserve to find the path to better health and I will pray it happens soon for you after you get through your next procedure. Hugs to you as you have been such a HUGE help for others like myself on this board.