Awwww....well thanks both of you. (Sorry my writing and spelling has always been horrendous lol.)
To clear up some of the stuff i missed ir was asked about....
as far as the belts...they never fit me I think because I've always been super tiny. infact i never maade it into the 5 footers club n got stuck at 4"10. (However my weight works with prednisone lapses....im usuaally never rail thin like most ppl get with this disease... i guess im more curveyish and the belts always cut into my hips or butt till i would litterally bleed (usually at night they wld bother me...I think I only went five nights that whole time w the bag and belt problem without leaking so it was misrable) orrr they fell off completely because i couldn't stand tightening them. I finally 8 months into it all made one of my own out of my dads old navy belt and gauze wraps lol. it seripusly worked better for me. Also i had 3 tots before j pouch I had them really young wich my mom always said(and I wiiish I cld say this in her voice cuz she is such a character and I'm really good at sounding just like her with her south Philly flair she has. ) "it was actually a good thing like a blessing in disguise." and "thank goodness you did have them bbys so young because if you didn't that pouch would have made you childless." WELL SUPRISE MOM! (besides...who wld be childless? I have lots of fur baby's I consider children. I never wld have been totally alone lol)As far as amino acids and supplements I have been thru alot of different sorts. I'm not good with vitamins and suplements because they usually irritate my stomach. i am on this powder stuff my dad sent me. (ill write it in here when i get up and make my next shake because i cnt remember the name) because I'm on this all raw juiced diet atm. I usually do take to this diet when I'm really sick and feel like I'm going to have a blockage...it really keeps me out of the e.r. but it takes a while to get u totally back to normies. i mean it's usually like a cpl weeks before I can eat Regular type solids again.wish I didn't love eatting food so much I'd stay on it all the time lol.as far as hormones it's funny u she'd say that cuz my mom always gripes about how she went thru menipause early early like 29ish....just seems to run in my family.she swears it's the hormones that make me so incredibly I'll lately. not the wounds from the pregnancy. That the pregnancy probably just kinda fast forwarded me into pre menopause...n now I'm like....in a war with my hormones. Wich makes sense cuz I do have barely any period for like 4 months then I'll have it outta the blue this past few years so I'm sure hormones are acting their part probably with the migraine headaches and some of the other odd problems I've been haveing. My Dr has me on so many different medicines for pain and crohnes that it feels like every visit I get something added.And I know hubby's and wives and just anyone you know Noone knows exactly what this disease is unless they lived it and we should just....ttake that into concideration but....my support systems less then that lol I mean I cld tell story's and write a freaking book about the horror show I experience daily lol. If not for my mom n my tots I'd probably runaway n hide in the dessert lol. Thanks guys for all the help.....im gonna bring up some of ur points to my Dr when I go back in a few Weeks.
So.....for now before i write a whole lot more (cuz trust me i can go on n on n onnnnn...) I'm signing out from my bed of chronsey sorrows as I like to call it lol....thanks for the advice!