I still have not told my husband about the denial yet. In the 32 years of our marriage we have never had any problems except my health. The quilt is overwhelming me. It angers me so that this medicine is so expensive and we don't have it. But if we were rich or well off it would not matter the best medicine the best care. But for everyone else its oh well. The pharmaceutical companies are evil. My brother in law is a rep and I see the waste and how much he makes and its a sin. He is a drug pusher. The lobbyists are terrible there are more of them than different drugs. They live in Michigan about 4 hours have 3 houses on lake Michigan, Florida on the ocean and don't know where the third one is. Have not talked to me sister in over a year and my relationship is over. I turned the cheek so many times when she has done terrible things that the last straw was helping not helping in anyway my mom. I take care of her 6 days a week and my other sister gives me a day of on Sunday. My other sister will not help her with her time or money and she does not work. She is a Narcissist to the max. I cant be around her she is toxic.
I am going to write to the manufacture of the Belladonna/Opium and see if they could help me. I was on it for 4 years and my husband insurance took care of it all and I paid 6.00 a month. Does anyone take this medicine? If so let me know how it is going for you. My doctor said there is nothing else but the Valium supp. 2000.00 or the Belladonna/Opium 1500.00. I have a hard time believing that.
I wish I saw my therapist this week but I just saw her last wed. before this all happened. I have to tell my husband but just cant bring myself. I feel like I am a burden and a liability anymore. He has never made me feel like that but its how I feel anymore.
Well we live in Ohio and it has snowed off and on all day, no one could believe it. There is a frost advisory tonight. I have had to cover new flowers last night and tonight. Its crazy.
Have a nice Sunday
Frances