Well had accidents 3 nights and today I am in so much pain to walk around the house due to leaking and then the friction thing than blister and then blood. I told my husband even though it was a beautiful day yesterday how I was feeling. I just wanted to stay in bed so tired and down and more it did not say anything. Through therapy since I don't talk about it much to him, because he just feels bad and does not know what to say. I told him later about when I was venting him I just words and a hug. I need for him to tell me its going to ok and hugs lots of them. I don't want pity just compaction . I am learning through therapy to tell him what I need. He cant read my mind and after I told him what I needed it was better. He said he can see it in my eyes and the way I walk and he just doesn't know what to say and I can understand that but a couple words and a hug is all I need. I ended up doing some things outside and felt better the mornings are the worst for me. I sleep over 10 hours and get up still so tired. I have to find another endocrinologist quickly. I am almost out of medicine and I don't have a PCP any to do some blood work. My eyes in the last month have been doing weird things. I think they say floater and I thought it was a hair and it moves but never goes away. Its like a small Polly wag with a little tail. lol The thing that scares me is I have been seeing double a lot and then my vision gets blurry. I have read a lot about auto immune and hashimoto and other stuff that can all be connected in some way.
I wanted to wish everyone a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.
Peace and happiness to all of you fabulous people.
Frances