I totally get it. I was diagnosed with UC in high school in 1995 and actually had it under control until they found dysplastic cells in 2010 and I had to have surgery and the j-pouch which has been inflamed ever since. I even wonder if they can do colon transplantation bc I hate it but I deal bc Im in my 40's and single with two young children and things are challenging enough. Wish I had some answers.