Jaypea, I get that I should go right away. But I have 2 issues with it. Unfortunately I have one of those jobs where I'm the only one that holds keys and I have over 100 associates relying on me to be here. Yes, I do them no good if I'm in the hospital for a prolonged amount of time. Which has happened before. And 2 when I go in and it's nothing I get treated so horribly by medical staff its intolerable, I end up so stressed out that I'm worse than I was in the first place. I generally only go to the hospital when I know I have a full obstruction (last time I had 5 by the time I went). Walk in clinics. Every experience I have had they just shrug there shoulders and say I'm way beyond what they can do at a walk in. It's pretty appalling. There is one ER Dr in a neighboring town that actually listens to me. But he only works overnight. I also dont have a GI. Mine retired and I've never been able to replace him. My GP also doesn't know what to do with me. I know I'm full of excuses. I'm sure everyone on here understands the frustrations of being treated poorly by Drs. Sometimes it's just to much to deal with though.