You are stronger than you think! We tend to underestimate how strong our bodies are. Sometimes, sick is a mindset! I have several BM's and complications each day however I tell myself that I would rather deal with this than a diseased colon! I use Loperamide and it really helps thicken up my stool along with the Probiotic VSL#3 ! If you have not tried either of these medications ( no prescription needed for either) I strongly suggest you give them a shot! Trying almost anything is better than giving up! Positivity will always overcome! Here are some foods that really help thicken my stool!
- Nut butters ( I prefer smooth Almond Butter)
Also, overeating and drinking too much water give me very liquidy output. It could be that your taking in TOO much fluids!