Wow! Thank you for your reply. I can’t tell you what a relief it is to hear how happy you are with the BB already.
I’m just so tired of all pain and gross leaking and always having to wear a pad and literally running to the washroom (when I thought an ostomy was supposed to fix that), and the chronic fatigue (fatigue isn’t even the right word for how drained I always feel). I got worried I was agreeing to something completely insane just to make it all go away. Plus cutting out body parts hasn’t seemed to work for me yet LOL I was scared I would go through all of this physical and mental pain, throw my family into turmoil, and confuse and scare my daughter just to basically trade to some new awfulness.... So hearing your truth is very much appreciated and I thank you.