Hello! It's been years since I lasted posted here. Small uppdate about me. I'm 27, from Sweden. I got my pouch at the age of 16, less than a year after my puberty hit. Got mega sick straight away, all the benefits of tummy bag disappeared. I was in pain again, I didnt sleep much, I went to the bathroom 24/7, blood etc.
My mental health took a huge decline and weight gain went up. I was 112kg of softness when I started working out.
I gave it my all for 1 year, 17-18. I dropped down to 82kg and ended up as "skinny fat" and since then the struggle have been constant really for over 10 years.
I wanted my years of sickness back so I went all out defying being "sick".
With a constant consumption of antibiotics Flagyl/Cipro 1-3 pills a day for 10 years I've tried to live life to the fullest. But I'm getting tierd.
Still waking up 2-6 times per night, seepage, pain etc. I go bathroom a minimal of 7 times per day (night not included).
I've done hiking, snowboarding, Muay Thai, downhill, lifting (10) years.
And the results are just not there, I'm tierd a lot, my weight goes up and down and with it any sort of gains, my sexdrive is low etc, and I'm generally feeling abit down and beaten.
Which I feel that I shouldn't, I'm a headchef, I got a nice apartment, I have hobbies I can afford, I've got a lovely girlfriend etc.
Anyone recognize anything from this? Any tips or general ideas. I dont mind an open disscussion.
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