@Doug K posted:These are great supportive answers and I really appreciate the help. Lauren, I am sorry to offend you. You know that is the last thing I wanted to do. It’s been a hard 3 months and I don’t always say the right things - my head is not in the right place. I am literally dying of thirst and get no sleep. I hope you accept my apology. Elif, I like your cost/reward analysis- very logical. I will employ that now. Thanks all.
I accept your apology, I appreciate that! Things will get easier for you. Being a 9%er sounds hard but once one becomes one, the body adapts and everything is fine. I have been a 9%er for 6 years and I am completely happy- I honestly would not change a thing, I am happy to be a 9%er.
I definitely think you should try the pouch since you are soo close and you never need to think "WHAT IF"? Whatever you choose for yourself, I am sure it will be a great choice Good luck with everything.