Good to have optimism for the soul!! I am finally getting and enjoying everythinglife has to offer me. I bring spray in the bathroom and flush if I'm too afraid of noise while going. I'm done with staying home just to avoid embarrassment. It is freeing. I do scope out all the bathroom situations so I'm aware, but that gives me piece of mind. I do take imodium to help me stay out longer. Also no more going with a friend like days before uc. It's ok to be on my own. I hope all of you can feel your inner peace and relax enough to enjoy the good in your life. I have four children and I was bound and determined to be a complete mother to them instead of the sick mommy pictures they were drawing at school. It's finally working and it's not perfect but this maybe as perfect as it gets.
Love to all!