Sorry to hear all the trouble u face. It's so frustrating to k what to do. I k I pray a lot and ask GOD to direct me. I also k that stress is a big part of keeping this disease under control. I k because I worked in the medical field under much pressure managing a private practice. I could no longer work due t stress; it will make me sick even to the point of vomiting. Leading a stress free life is hardly possible but u need to put yourself in a better environment for your health sake.